I tried with this creative digital painting, to present an unrealistic image constructed with real elements. I love creating conflicting situations in my paintings; this time I imagined a co…
I have had epilepsy, you could say, all my life and have run out of anticonvulsants which manage the condition sufficiently.
For the past several month I have been experiencing, to various degrees, episodes when I cannot retain my balance or actually do fall over; accompanied by double vision wherein the second of the object appears to be quite distant from the first. These experiences began when I tried a new drug for me, last year, we discontinued the drug.
Now, using Perampanel I am having the same experiences though more extreme, the events usually occur either early mornings or late at night, though I had one mid-morning on Thursday.
Two days beforehand I was getting myself ready for a dental appointment ( Sydney Dental Hospital) after which I planned to visit Jessica at St. Vincent’s hospital where she has had her heart surgery – all good. I had gone into the bathroom to capture Jessica’s old walking stick hoping to remain upright on two sticks long enough for the episode to wear off and for me to do the usual ‘be in 2 places at once’ thing that is very much part of my life. By this time I was already having the seizure because of the fixated manner of thought processing, in the bathroom I tripped and fell hitting my forehead, back of head and hip on the porcelain toilet pedestal. Still have some very interesting op art on my face and rear.
I estimate that I was out for about 20 -30 minutes since I came to at the sound of the door being knocked which would have been Jessica’s Tuesday carer – the message to stop all services didn’t make its way to the end of the line. I still could not stand and crawled to the front door, praying she wouldn’t leave before I got to it. Hauling myself up by the lock I opened the door and then almost fell back over but was caught, the ambulance was called and a trip to Prince Of Wales Hospital Randwick saw me for about 8 ish hours, where no one knew which way was up either.
I surmise that there may be a drug interaction we have missed this else it is something new to me in my older age. When prescribed Epilim with Lamictal quite some years ago the combination brought me to my knees – let’s say, but nothing is recorded connecting Perampanel with any adverse chemical reaction – that I have found.
Now I have to do some Dr Google since it is getting too dangerous to be home alone or out in public alone, and it may be something literally in my head that needs seeing with an MRI- if this is the case it makes for a simple explanation by ???
Thoughts on the exhibition – light, color, sound (2008)
(Even though my exhibition has long been over, this entry is still valid for those who are interested in the connection between seeing and listening, painting and music)
Light, colour, sound, who is not fascinated by these three phenomena? They are associated with vibrations, waves, and perhaps moods, but they are difficult to grasp in all their mysterious immateriality.
In our everyday language, we often mix them in words such as “bright red, brightly colourful”, “shrill, screaming colours” … In painting we encounter “colour shades” and “colour shadows”. When sound becomes music – and this is primarily meant by sound in this exhibition – “sound colours” and “light or dark sound images” can arise.
As you know, there are people for whom the combination of sound and colour, music and image are so strong that they see a colour in a tone or hear a tone at the same time (synaesthesia), which is now an enrichment rather than a confusion of the senses. This affects only a few people. More often, the most common or usual phenomenon occurring is rather that people perceive light in certain sounds or musical passages. And quite often we want people to have something for the ear as well as for the eye.
For this reason, image sequences in movies, advertising and computer technology are “music” or “converted” into sound. In addition, scientists and artists are often involved, often separated, sometimes in collaboration with the interfaces of light, colour, sound. Musicians compose pieces of music (for example, Mussorgsky’s paintings of an exhibition). On the other hand, attempts were made to transform the sound into musical images (Kandinsky, Klee, Kupka …) to mixed forms (Yves Klein, John Cage …)
Nowadays you try to visualize sound with experiments, installations,events, video clips, computer technology … but I would like to stay with my pictures.
I have been dealing with the following questions for a long time:
What unites sound and music?
How can I play music in a picture? Does it go far at all ? Where can I find parallels and points of contact between dynamic music and actually static painting? But where do the similarities end?
The answer to these “old” questions is always different and new; because the artistic realization is as individual and subjective as the personal perception and remains an attempt like the answer to the questions: What is art? What is love? What is life? And the visitor will also find his own answers …[ Google translate – I missed the English version]
It took a while
But now it comes
With no hesitation
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To your chains of timidity
To the fear of the unknown
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